Archive for September, 2013

It Ain’t Me Babe

Funny, that song came to mind this morning when I told someone I love dearly, but can’t stay with, that I want him to be the best he can be and I just don’t think I bring that out in him. It’s true, if he loved himself and life the way I love mine and everything in it, then maybe we’d have everything together. But he would have to give up all his deeply held beliefs for the idea that we have none, or at least, that if we play in the field of the infinite, then we have just as many possibilities and anything is possible!


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No one ever said it was easy being a spiritual warrior living from the heart, but the power and insight required for transformation are usually found in the dark. Letting go and watching the beautiful drama unfold, sitting on my hands instead of stirring up the soup. Being conscious, sensitive and always taking the path of the pioneer, it’s difficult but so much more authentic to act from a place of deep reverence for all life, and to treasure even each adversary as your truest friend. Many people don’t understand you when your life is always doing something outside their norm. Not pushing against the places where resistance is felt, but trying to flow through it riding the wave of breath that is life. As difficult as it may be navigating the waters and landscapes of emotion that I’m being shown, I’m so grateful that everything means so much to me. Using my power of expression to honor myself and still being compassionate for others, even those who have led me to depths of sadness that have caused me to manufacture my own suffering. Kind words and actions from the heart aren’t always understood by the norm. I saw a thing recently about how being polite was so unusual these days it’s mistaken for flirting. The same could be said for being kind. It’s a loss of the divine feminine nature within our spirit as technology and science obscure our connection to nature even further. These days things are so complex, so vibrationally cluttered like the internet with too many people trying to get on and find pathways to their own knowledge, their own journey. Lately, just trying to stay steady in a place of awareness, I feel the true vibration of yin and yang energy and realize how everything is responding to that all the time. It’s pulsating through every force of life, beating like a ruby heart in every speck of consciousness. Breaking patterns and becoming the transformation requires us to hold and maintain steady focus but to act from a place of love, for the self and all of its myriad reflections of the unified field where all of us draw our source waters from. From a place of pure intention I want to send out love to every being that is in existence, for we are truly all together in this.

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